Terra's Thoughts #5

I cant wait to get my new shoes on Saturday. I havent had new shoes in years, I dont remember when I got the shoes I have now but I think I got them in the mid 2000's. So its been quite a long time. 

I updated my weight loss journal this morning, I wrote down all of my mini goals to my BIG and FINAL Goal. I'm on my 2nd mini goal and I have 7 more to go to get to my final goal. I was shocked to realize it took 8 months to get to my 2nd goal which is a long time, I hope it doesnt take 8 months to get to my 3rd goal of getting into the 270's but if it does then oh well I guess. 

My 30th birthday is next month, I still cant believe I'm gonna turn 30 next month, That is crazy, Oh well I'm looking forward to the years to come with my weightloss and just my life in general. 

I had hoped Scott and I would get married on June 5th of next year but I dont think thats gonna happen cause my dream wedding would cost too much money even though I would save up for it but oh well. I guess just being boyfriend and girlfriend is good enough. 

Terra's Thoughts #4

I dont know what is worse not having a galbladder anymore or dealing with the pain when I had one. Since I dont have one anymore I cant eat certain foods without having to go to the bathroom which sucks Oh well I guess. 

I cant wait to go food shopping today. I love food shopping. I also cant wait until dinner tonight and tomorrow, Tonight I'm making homemade cheddar cheese soup and for tomorrow night We're going to the Chinese buffet so my aunt can have snow crab legs because the Chinese buffet in her town doesnt offer snow crab legs with their buffet, I'm also looking forward to going to the ZOO on Wed. I'm also gonna help my mom with her projects while she is on vacation. I'm on vacation too from school and She's on vacation from work, Her vacation starts at 2:30 pm and Mine started after 3 pm on Friday. 

Terra's Thoughts #3

I cant wait until next month when I have more money but its only about 2 weeks until then so its okay. I also cant wait until June of next year when we go to Corpus on vacation, That is going to be just so awesome. It will be a dream come true to go there and check out where I was born and see all of the Selena Attractions. Its gonna be great being there for a week. I also cant believe its going to be Scott and My 3rd year of being together, Thats really neat. I also cant believe I've lost 8 pounds since starting my weight loss journey for a 2nd time on Jan. 16th. I hope I lose more by May when I go see my med's doctor again. I want her to be happy with me. Anyway I also cant wait until my 30th b-day, I want be at least 280 or 270 by that time so I have 9 months until its my 30th b-day, If I get lower then 270 that's great too even though I have a long time before I'll be 250 which is my 1st mini goal or at my BIG goal weight of 150. Anyway of course I cant wait until Thanksgiving and Christmas either, Even though I know Thanksgiving was just 4 months ago and Christmas was 3 months ago but I dont care cause they are my favorite holidays. My favorite month though is Oct. cause that is my birthday month. Anyway Im just rambling so Im gonna stop and post this, I'll post again when I think of something else to say.

Starting Over

Im starting over on my diet and exercise kick and this time Im gonna stick to it, Im gonna weigh myself for the 1st time since I started again, I started on Thursday Jan. 16th but anyway Im gonna weight myself on Sunday Feb. 9th, Im looking forward to doing it. I hope I will have lost quite a bit especially since I've started walking 3 times a day for 45 mins each time and Im also cutting back on my eating and gonna wait to eat until my stomach starts making noises so I dont keep over eating when Im just bored, Thats a big problem for me is eating when Im bored or eating when Im on the computer or watching t.v. So if I wait until my stomach tells me Im hungry that should help me not to over eat.