Terra's Thoughts #5

I cant wait to get my new shoes on Saturday. I havent had new shoes in years, I dont remember when I got the shoes I have now but I think I got them in the mid 2000's. So its been quite a long time. 

I updated my weight loss journal this morning, I wrote down all of my mini goals to my BIG and FINAL Goal. I'm on my 2nd mini goal and I have 7 more to go to get to my final goal. I was shocked to realize it took 8 months to get to my 2nd goal which is a long time, I hope it doesnt take 8 months to get to my 3rd goal of getting into the 270's but if it does then oh well I guess. 

My 30th birthday is next month, I still cant believe I'm gonna turn 30 next month, That is crazy, Oh well I'm looking forward to the years to come with my weightloss and just my life in general. 

I had hoped Scott and I would get married on June 5th of next year but I dont think thats gonna happen cause my dream wedding would cost too much money even though I would save up for it but oh well. I guess just being boyfriend and girlfriend is good enough. 

Terra's Thoughts #4

I dont know what is worse not having a galbladder anymore or dealing with the pain when I had one. Since I dont have one anymore I cant eat certain foods without having to go to the bathroom which sucks Oh well I guess. 

I cant wait to go food shopping today. I love food shopping. I also cant wait until dinner tonight and tomorrow, Tonight I'm making homemade cheddar cheese soup and for tomorrow night We're going to the Chinese buffet so my aunt can have snow crab legs because the Chinese buffet in her town doesnt offer snow crab legs with their buffet, I'm also looking forward to going to the ZOO on Wed. I'm also gonna help my mom with her projects while she is on vacation. I'm on vacation too from school and She's on vacation from work, Her vacation starts at 2:30 pm and Mine started after 3 pm on Friday. 

Terra's Thoughts #3

I cant wait until next month when I have more money but its only about 2 weeks until then so its okay. I also cant wait until June of next year when we go to Corpus on vacation, That is going to be just so awesome. It will be a dream come true to go there and check out where I was born and see all of the Selena Attractions. Its gonna be great being there for a week. I also cant believe its going to be Scott and My 3rd year of being together, Thats really neat. I also cant believe I've lost 8 pounds since starting my weight loss journey for a 2nd time on Jan. 16th. I hope I lose more by May when I go see my med's doctor again. I want her to be happy with me. Anyway I also cant wait until my 30th b-day, I want be at least 280 or 270 by that time so I have 9 months until its my 30th b-day, If I get lower then 270 that's great too even though I have a long time before I'll be 250 which is my 1st mini goal or at my BIG goal weight of 150. Anyway of course I cant wait until Thanksgiving and Christmas either, Even though I know Thanksgiving was just 4 months ago and Christmas was 3 months ago but I dont care cause they are my favorite holidays. My favorite month though is Oct. cause that is my birthday month. Anyway Im just rambling so Im gonna stop and post this, I'll post again when I think of something else to say.

Starting Over

Im starting over on my diet and exercise kick and this time Im gonna stick to it, Im gonna weigh myself for the 1st time since I started again, I started on Thursday Jan. 16th but anyway Im gonna weight myself on Sunday Feb. 9th, Im looking forward to doing it. I hope I will have lost quite a bit especially since I've started walking 3 times a day for 45 mins each time and Im also cutting back on my eating and gonna wait to eat until my stomach starts making noises so I dont keep over eating when Im just bored, Thats a big problem for me is eating when Im bored or eating when Im on the computer or watching t.v. So if I wait until my stomach tells me Im hungry that should help me not to over eat.

Things Im Doing The 1st Week Of Nov.

I cant wait until the 1st when I get more money again and I cant wait until the 2nd when my friend and I are gonna go to Golden Corral for lunch and then we're gonna walk over to the movie theater. I also cant wait until the 5th when I get to go shopping, I love shopping. Im gonna call my friend Wilma on Sunday the 27th to double check to see if the 2nd is going to work for her. Anyway I wish there were more fonts to choose from when I post on my blog but oh well I guess. I cant wait to get my 2 letters, One from my best friend Marianne and the other one from my really good friend Mayra. Im glad one of the 3 letters I sent to Mayra got to her. I wish Vicki would write me back when I write her but maybe she doesnt remember me or something, Im not really sure why she doesnt write me back when I write her. Her address is the same its always been. I have her phone number but I dont know if she would like me calling her nor am I good at talking since I stutter. I wish the people I wrote to would write me back, Two of them have said they are going too but I havent got a letter from either of them yet, Oh well I guess. I also cant wait until Sunday the 27th when we have chicken enchilada's for dinner. YUM!!!!, Anyway I cant believe I deleted all of my saved emails in their own folders when I deleted my sent messages but I didnt know I would deleted every email if I deleted the sent messages but now I do so I wont do that again.  I wonder how my e-pal Rachel is doing, I havent heard from her in awhile I think I'll send her an email soon. Anyway I cant wait until Thanksgiving when I get to make my Strawberry Cheesecake Salad, Its always a favorite but this year Im also making a new salad which is called a Cotton Candy Salad so Im looking forward to making it and tasting it of course lol. Well Im running out of things to say so I guess I will post this and then when I think of something else to say I will post another message.

Terra's Thoughts #-2

Im getting tired of the internet not working, I’ll be so glad when we get a new computer tower. Anyway I cant wait until dinner, Its gonna be so good. I cant wait until Tuesday when hopefully we have Subway for dinner. I also cant wait until next Thursday when I’ll have money again, Hopefully Thursday will come soon.  I need to clean my room tonight and I need to clean the bathroom again, I cant wait until my birthday comes. I also cant wait until we get a new printer, Those are two things I want for Christmas, A new computer tower and a new printer. Dane cook is freaking funny as hell. I love him, He is one of my favorite comedian’s. I wonder what’s going on with Scott I’ll have to talk to him later on and find out what’s going on with him. Well I think dinner is going to be done soon so Im gonna sign off right now but I’ll post more when I think of something else to say,

Random Stuff

Mom and I are going to Cici's Pizza tomorrow for dinner so Im looking forward to that. Anyway I need to take a shower and work out tonight, I doubt I'll be able to last 2 hours but Im gonna try really hard to go for an hour and 30 mins. I think I can do that. Anyway Im looking forward to Bev coming over tomorrow to take a tour of our house. Anyway its strange not having a clock in my room anymore but its okay it will only be until tomorrow night and then I'll get it back. Im also looking forward to going to school Wed. and having our DA4A Bingo and Lunch cause I've missed all of my friends there and I LOVE salads so being able to make your own salad at a salad bar type thing is cool. Im looking forward going to the DA4A meeting next week and then week after, I havent been to a DA4A meeting since May because of my babysiting job in June and July. Anyway speaking of my babysitting job, I hope I get more babysiting jobs but I havent had in emails on my Care.com page so I dont know if I will get any babysiting jobs. It would help if I could fill out the references section of my page but I cant find my high school profilio that has the next to last babysitter employer's name and address and phone number, I dont know if the address and phone number is current but maybe I could find her on Facebook, Its worth a shot but I have to find my high school profilio first, Maybe thats something else mom can do on her vacation next week. Anyway Im running out of things to talk about so I'll go ahead and post this. I'll post again when I can think of some other things to say.